Sad Poem - "Me and the Cat"

Its an ordinary day at work

The weather is humid

And the rain is drizzling

I went for my break

And take my lunch.

After, I sit at the park

In a hut with benches

For a while, I felt relief,

From hours of standing.

Then I played my homescape

And saw a cat looking at me.

And at the moment.

I was alone with the cat.

Then I felt so alone.

There’s loneliness inside me.

I don’t have friends at work.

I feel like I was about to cry.

I’m sad, tired and alone.

How I wish I have a friend

In this new country
For me not to feel alone.

Love Poem - "Only You"

I miss you, when could I see you?
My heart beats fast longing to be with you,
Couldn't sleep at night kept thinking of you
What will I do just to be beside you?

I miss you, no matter what I do it's still you
Getting busy but things remind me of you
Everything in my mind is only you
How can I ever get rid of you?

I miss you but I can't let go of you
Look at our pictures & it's only me and you
Spent plenty of memories with you
Can I still forget you? 

I miss you is all I can tell you
Hoping one day, I will again see you
No matter how long, I want to meet you
For all, I know it's only you. 

-ajangel_jerel-

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A Poem about Boredom

All day long in an empty room
Isolated from the outside
Incarcerated by his own fears

I wonder how prisoners live,
In a four corner prison cell
Life must be so boring
Hopeless and depressing

I wonder how birds feel
Living in captivity in a small cage
Can't fly high beneath the clouds
Unable to see the world above

So if I will live my life as captive
Alone in this empty dark room
I'd rather die than suffer from it

Perhaps, life is sweeter in second life
But make sure I won't feel the pain
Nor suffer from its misery
Make it as lethal as possible
Making me sleep forever at peace

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Love Poem: I Release You

I’m sorry but I have too.

Please don’t feel bad about it

This isn’t about you.

I don’t want to blame you

For every bad thing happened.

I turned back because I feared

Not because you’ve pissed me.

I got angry because you’re faking it

Accept that you’re not that strong.

You’ve crossed our limits

And you should be sorry about it.

I’ve left you, I went home

I needed self-discovery.

To grow up, breath and stand alone.

The air we breathe suffocates me

Again, I’m sorry but I have too

It's for the best, for both of us.

Photo by Aris Rovas on Unsplash

Dark Poem: Empty Room

It feels so cold here.

Deafening silence. 

It gives me calmness.

It gives me time to think.

It gives me so much pain.

Nothing left but numbness.

In this empty room, I contemplate.

Of what’s next for me.

Of what’s life will bring ahead.

I’m tired of loving too much

I’m sick of being lonely.

I want to be happy again.

I want to feel wanted once more.

Can I have my happy ending?

Photo by Greta Schölderle Møller on Unsplash

Dark Poem: Fall Apart

Anxious,

That's what I feel tonight,

Laying in my bed.

Teary-eyed coz I miss you. 

Can’t sleep.

Thinking about you,

I wonder as a child,

If you feel the same way too.

Is this even healthy,

My world rotates about you?

I feel like I lost my route

Following yours.

Should I go on,

Forget what I’ve planned

For us, you and I my love. 

Cause we’re too far apart.

Photo by Andrew Neel on Unsplash

A Poem about Alone

I need to be alone

Alone enough to think

Alone enough to ponder
Things that are not meant for me.

Photo by Rakicevic Nenad on Unsplash

Sad Poem - "Lonely Tonight"

I am so lonely tonight

Want someone to love

For I have a broken heart

Please embrace me tight

I am so lonely tonight

Need somebody to be at my side

Hugs and kisses I longed for

From you, I want more.

I am so lonely tonight

My body is so hot

Looking for some caress

Melt me down, please.

I am so lonely tonight

Felt too much heat

F*ck I'm burning inside

Please come and have some ride.

I am so lonely tonight

S*x could we might have

My body must try

Longingness will satisfy.

I am so lonely tonight

You fill it so bright

Looking for a second time

May it happen if you will be mine.

Photo by Mario Azzi on Unsplash

Short Poem: "Crying"

Photo by Ian Espinosa on Unsplash

Your eyes are bloated with crying;

Each night you never sleep deeply,

You scream you shiver, you cried in pain.

How long will you be holding on?

To something that isn't for you anymore?

-mr. deepy-