Life Poem: Crazy Mind

I slept a lot these past few days

I don't want to remember yesterday

I’m ruining everything again

Just for lust, desire, and obsession

I like her my mind tells me

But I only knew her virtually

I don't even know if she’s real

I just know she looks so good 

I want to make love to her

I desire for her warmth and touch

But I’m already committed to someone

So call me crazy, so unloyal lad

So I want to lay down in bed 

All day long to think it was all dream

That she is just a poser and unreal

Live with reality, stop this crazy mind

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