Dark Poem - "Sick and Tired"

I don't feel well today

It seems like there’s fire inside

And everything is so confusing.

My body is sick and tired now

I want to go to a place 

Where no one knows me

Start again and be free 

For what I am inside.

I am sick and tired of crying

Thinking of what to do next

Afraid of what other people think. 

I want to fly, burst out 

On this self-bondage, I’ve created

I’m a little crazy and cold

Too indifferent and broken

I need a fix and no one understands

How heavy the weight I'm carrying

Anyways, I don't need your pity

Nor your sympathies

Cause I know this is all my fault

I caught myself in this pitfall

Hellish and dark, no way to escape

Should I give up now?

Coz I’m really tired and sick. 

Oh God, help me. 

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