Life Poem - "Survivor"

You played a big part in my life

Every day I am alive

But a sudden change had arrived

You left me aside.

I struggle to live again

But it's hard to fight then

And I realized I need to survive

Because I deserve someone above.

Each day I think of something

That I believe it's interesting

To make myself be attractive

And pursue to be seductive.

Acting like I'm hot

Dress and put make up a lot

Getting ready to meet someone

One night stand, I want to have one.

Learn to mingle with other people

Thinking of being open to all

But deep within my heart

I'm disgusting and feeling rot.

I want my self back

No matter how I was cracked

I just want to live and survive

Be ready for the life I will have.

-ajangel_jerel-

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